its been a while.
i haven’t bloggged in a really long time. but hey, why not? i mean, it works. plus, i wanna see those pics from last night, miss sara berfuckingnaski c:
its been a while.
but i needed to vent. i love him. i really do. but i can’t be his dormat. i can’t be the one who is always waiting with open arms. cuz the one with open arms is the one who leaves herself exposed and vulnerable. and i’ve taken that abuse with a smile for too long. im done with it, i’m sick of it, and if he doesn’t change his act, i’m dropping it. its not even...
i feel like a turtle.
my life feels kinda funny right now….im excited for school, but not really…and then with will, i’m happy, but its different than before. its a good different, i’m pretty sure, but still. it’s not what i’m used to. and then, in the rest of my life, i’m actually trying again. idk if anyone noticed, but for quite a while, i had stopped trying in anything. i...
sarnowski fam shindig. it was great….. my uncles got totally wasted and are absolutely freakking hilarilous!!! i would have asked them to share the ciggs and booze, but nam was there…that would NOT have gone over well c: so i was the only sober one there….cuz even nam was hittin the smokes. gah. i had a headache the whole time…..:/ BUT it was fantabulous when my aunt...
have i ever mentioned how much i freaking love that place? i mean, i’ve always loved summerfest, but i haven’t truly appreciated how wonderful it really is til like, wednesday. and then i appreciated it again last night [only wayyyy more so this time]. altho, this morning, im tellin ya. NOT feelin so sparkley. ah well. i’ve gotta get up. got a dance lesson today, 915 am. joy...
to like? or not to like? THAT is the question,...
hamlet totally got it wrong. its not “to be or not to be” its “to like, or not to like” cuz honestly, hes given me nothing but SHIT since he found out. i mean, he was all sweet and nice before, but after i told him, idk. i’ve been kinda bitchy lately, but thats cuz hes not answering the question i want him to answer w/o me asking it straight out. GOD why...
viva la singlesville.
sooooo he dumped me. my genius of a bf dumped my sorry ass and i don’t even care. that’s kinda sad, ain’t it?? i mean, we had been dating for, if not a long time, at least a while. and we had liked each other wayyy before too. so we had a good friendship going on. and so, because he decided that it was my fault that we weren’t communicating, he dumped me. oh well.