i feel like a turtle.
my life feels kinda funny right now….im excited for school, but not really…and then with will, i’m happy, but its different than before. its a good different, i’m pretty sure, but still. it’s not what i’m used to.
and then, in the rest of my life, i’m actually trying again. idk if anyone noticed, but for quite a while, i had stopped trying in anything. i had lost motivation, excitement, and enthusaism for anything. and now, i’m actually enojoying poms, i was looking at colleges the other day and i found one that i really like and i’m tryin my best to get my grades to where they need to be so that i can make early acceptance. cuz as fun as it is to be a nobody who doesn’t give a fuck about anything, its not gonna get u far in life. and there is wayyyyy too much lowlife scum in that area of life and i am done affiliating with that kind of male.
reinventing myself has begun.
questions? comments? concerns?